Alone in kyoto – Air

Leave Me Alone – Angelic Upstarts

Alive Alone – The Chemical Brothers

All Alone – T.Rex

All Alone – Gorillaz feat Roots Manuva

Alone – Depeche Mode

Alone – The Damned

Alone – This Mortal Coil

Alone At Night – Stina Nordenstam

Alone I Break – Korn

Alone Tonight – Genesis

And I Was Alone – the Residents

Better alone – Lykke Li

Honeymooning Alone – Bat For Lashes

I Can’t Make It Alone – Dusty Springfield

Jesus Alone – Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

Leave Me Alone – Sham 69

Never Be Alone – Simian

Sleep Alone – Moby

Together Alone – Crowded House

Wake Up Alone – Amy Winehouse

With the funeral of my beloved, on Monday, fast approaching; and with all the many official details and financial arrangements all sorted out, more or less, I finally have a chance to see the yawning chasm which awaits me. I have to face a future alone. It’s a chilling prospect, I do have my dogs, my family, my little Phoenix… But I have no soulmate, I have no companion, I have no lover… All of my future was invested in times with my Beloved Marie. How can I go to Art Galleries, Museums, beautiful places without her there beside me. Every situation was enhanced by the nearness of her. I’ve been thinking that once I’ve got time I will have that nervous breakdown I’ve been promising myself! The thing is with bereavement, the first few weeks is such a mad swirl of immediate problems that you have to deal with, that you have to hold the full extent of your grief at arms length, just so you can deal with it all… But what comes after? On Tuesday, with the funeral done, and all the financial ducks in a row… I have no idea what to do with myself.

If anyone has any answers? Let me know..

Dale xxx

6 thoughts on “ALONE PLAYLIST

  1. I hear you.. it’s all extremely hard. This big empty space in front of you without her.
    Try not to look too much at the future. Live in the moment.
    You’re doing so well, Dale.
    Yes you have your moments of deep despair, loneliness and grief but you still write, paint, try to make the best of it with the dogs and with Phoenix. Just keep going. Breathe. Cry your tears. I really admire you how you are dealing with it all.

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