RUNNING PLAYLIST

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RUNNING PLAYLIST

RUNNING UP THAT HILL – KATE BUSH

HE’S RUNNING THROUGH MY EYES – JULIA HOLTER

KEEP RUNNING – ANDREYA TRIANA

KEEP THE CAR RUNNING – ARCADE FIRE

RUNNING AWAY – BOB MARLEY

I’LL COME RUNNING – BRIAN ENO

RUNNING FREE – BUZZCOCKS

RUNNING GUN BLUES – DAVID BOWIE

RUNNING WILD – DRENGE

I’M NOT RUNNING AWAY – FEIST

YOU KEEP RUNNING AWAY – THE FOUR TOPS

THE RUNNING RANGE – THE GO! TEAM

RUNNING THE RISK OF LOSING YOU – THE GO -BETWEENS

RUNNING BACK – HOW TO DRESS WELL

RUNNING POINT – IAMX

RUNNING – JESSIE WARE

RUNNING BATTLE – KASABIAN

RUNNING UP THAT HILL – PLACEBO

WHEN THE WORLD IS RUNNING DOWN – THE POLICE

KEEP ON RUNNING – THE SPENCER DAVIS GROUP

RUNNING TOWN – SIOUXSIE & THE BANSHEES

RUNNING BACK – THIN LIZZY

COLOURS RUNNING OUT – TOY

RUNNING TO STAND STILL – U2

STILL RUNNING – YOUNG FATHERS


 

kept the blues away at the weekend by non-stop painting, but since monday I’ve been running to stand still… Started to empty boxes, but memories crashed my system and since then I’ve sat with nothing in my head. To be fair, walking the dogs monday morning severely damaged my back, and the extra painkillers, tramadol, left me with a vacant stare… The mental listlessness gave me a feeling of closeness to Marie, but all is illusory…  To be honest the hardest part of this grief, is to keep going, keep running…

Luckily, I have a friend coming up next week to visit, so I have had to plan an itinery and a menu, which has taken my mind off the nothing void inside my soul. I know how this mantra works, you keep saying on and on, like there is a future, and if you keep saying it loudly enough a future will emerge from the mist. When my brother died, when I was 14, I think it took me ten years to even begin to see a way through, and by then it was too late, I’d missed the education I should have had.

Still, keep on running.

live in love

Dale xxx

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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