GUILT

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I KEEP THINKING THAT ITS ALL MY FAULT!

I WANTED TO BE WITH HER SO MUCH

THAT MY WISH FULFILMENT WAS AT THE COST

OF HER LIFE.

THAT GOD WAS PUNISHING OUR PRESUMPTION,

THAT OUR HAPPINESS

COULD NOT GO ON.

 

BUT THEN I THINK OF HER,

MY BELOVED,

AND REALISE… IT WAS WHAT SHE WANTED!

I REACTED TO HER DECLARATION OF LOVE!

I WOULD HAVE STAYED AWAY,

STILL LOVING HER, BUT LETTING HER LIVE HER LIFE.

SHE HAD MY NAME TATTOOED ON HER SKIN,

SHE MOVED TO BE CLOSE TO ME,

ALL I DID WRONG

WAS LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.

I NEVER REGRETTED BEING WITH HER FOR ONE SECOND!

BUT NOW I REGRET…

AND I TURN ALL THE MOMENTS OVER AND OVER,

TRYING TO SEE HOW HOW I COULD

EFFECT THE OUTCOME?

SHE CRASHED THE CAR

AND LEFT ME HERE.

 

DALE ‘M’ BELOVED HUSBAND, HAND-FASTED FOREVER.

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