LORCA- LOVE’S WOUNDS

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Love’s Wounds

This blazing light, this devouring fire,
this grey landscape I’ve made mine,
this sorrow centred round one idea,
this anguish of sky, world and time.

This weeping of blood that adorns
an unplucked lyre, the lusty torch,
this weight of the sea that pounds,
this scorpion that dwells in my breast

are all a garland of love, a sickbed
where I lie awake dreaming you are here
among the ruins of my downcast heart.

And though I try hard to be careful
your heart gives me a vale with hemlock spread
and the passion of bitterly knowing all.

FREDERIC GARCIA LORCA

MOON PLAYLIST

 

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moon playlist

  1. Before The Moon Falls – The Fall
  2. The Blood moon – Blue Foundation
  3. Blue Moon – Moby
  4. Blue Moon Rising – Gomez
  5. Boy In The Moon – Julia Holter
  6. Dark Side Of The Moon – Pink Floyd
  7. Full Moon, Empty Heart – Belly
  8. Lazy Moon – Groove Armada
  9. Light Of The Moon – The Pretenders
  10. Man In The Moon – The Orb
  11. Marquee Moon – Television
  12. Moon – Eraas
  13. Moon Fever – Air
  14. Moon Dust – Cherry Glazerr
  15. Moon In The Water – Underworld
  16. Moonage Daydream – David Bowie
  17. Moon Rocks – Talking Heads
  18. Moonbeam Monkey – Tanya Donelly
  19. Moonlight Drive – The Doors
  20. Pink Moon – Nick Drake
  21. Red Hot Moon – Rancid
  22. Sickle Moon – Xmal Deutschland
  23. Sun And The Moon – Clinic

 

In Memory of an orange Moon which warned me of the future…

but I didn’t listen.

Dale

MIDNIGHT PLAYLIST

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MIDNIGHT PLAYLIST

  1. A MODERN MIDNIGHT CONVERSATION – CHEMICAL BROTHERS
  2. ANOTHER MIDNIGHT – TRAGICALLY HIP
  3. BURNING THE MIDNIGHT LAMP – JIMI HENDRIX
  4. DOWN IN THE TUBE STATION AT MIDNIGHT – THE JAM
  5. FROST AT MIDNIGHT – SARAH NIXEY
  6. GENO – DEXY’S MIDNIGHT RUNNERS
  7. IN THE MIDNIGHT HOUR – BRYAN FERRY
  8. ISN’T IT MIDNIGHT = FLEETWOOD MAC
  9. LADY MIDNIGHT – LEONARD COHEN
  10. MANY MOODS AT MIDNIGHT – GHOSTPOET
  11. MIDNIGHT – T.REX
  12. MIDNIGHT CITY = M83
  13. MIDNIGHT COWBOY – JOHN BARRY
  14. MIDNIGHT FEAST – MR.SCRUFF
  15. MIDNIGHT LOG – THE CLASH
  16. MIDNIGHT MOSES – ALEX HARVEY
  17. MIDNIGHT RAMBLER – ROLLING STONES
  18. MIDNIGHT TRAIN – SPENCER DAVIS GROUP
  19. ROCKIN AFTER MIDNIGHT – MARVYN GAYE
  20. SISTER MIDNIGHT – DAVID BOWIE

EITHER DRINKING TOO MUCH OR TAKING TOO MANY PILLS… BUT STILL CAN’T SLEEP AFTER MIDNIGHT… AND THE NIGHT IT LASTS FOREVER, AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BREAK THIS CYCLE, THIS ENDLESS ROUND OF DAY OVER NIGHT AND NIGHT OVER DAY…

THE BLACK RINGS CIRCLE MY EYES LIKE BUZZARDS CIRCLING A CORPSE… AND I DON’T KNOW HOW AND I DON’T WHY, BUT I HAVE TO CHANGE THIS CIRCLE… I TAKE 90 DEGREE TURNS JUST TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE SOMEWHERE TO GO…

DALE ‘M’

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

SCATTERING THE ASHES

 

Took my beloved’s ashes to scatter at Dovedale in Derbyshire.  It was a nice morning and I needed to do something to lift my despair. So I scattered her ashes in the river and bade her farewell, have a good journey down to the ocean my love… catch you up on the next tide. Of course I ended up wearing some of her… Things happen that way for me. I make everything difficult for myself. At least my dogs got to have a good walk!

In the end, the ashes are not her. The ashes are no more her than the contents of the vacuum cleaner. I was holding on to them as if they were her, but the her I love is now inside me, a memory of true love. I will cherish that part of her for the rest of my days.

Dale ‘M’

SO SAD

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SOME MORNINGS YOU WAKE UP

AND THE SADNESS IS SO INTENSE

ITS SITS AT THE BACK OF  THE THROAT

LIKE A FISH-BONE,

AND YOUR CHOKING WITH ENNUI…

EVEN MOVING IS AN EFFORT,

IS THAT DEPRESSION?

 

IS IT CLINICAL?

I THINK ITS NORMAL!

WHEN EVERYTHING HAS CRASHED AND BURNED

WHAT THE FUCK ELSE CAN YOU FEEL?

HOPE HAS GONE.

ALL HOPE HAS GONE.

 

I LIVED IN A WORLD FULL OF LOVE.

I HAD A PERFECT PARTNERSHIP,

WE COMPLETED EACH OTHER…

SO IS IT ANY WONDER

I FEEL INCOMPLETE?

A HOLLOW SHELL,

THE LAST ARTIFICE,

FAKING BON HOMIE

TO MAKE OTHERS FEEL BETTER

FOR ME.


 

 

SORRY FEELING TOO SAD TO PRETEND TO BE NORMAL

DALE ‘M’

GONE PLAYLIST

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GONE PLAYLIST

  1. OGDEN’S NUT GONE FLAKE – SMALL FACES
  2. FEELING’S GONE – BASEMENT JAXX
  3. SHE’S GONE – BOB MARLEY & THE WAILERS
  4. SINCE YOU’VE BEEN GONE- CAESARS
  5. 5.15 THE ANGELS HAVE GONE – DAVID BOWIE
  6. NOW THAT YOU’VE GONE – DELTA 5
  7. LONG TIME GONE – DIXIE CHICKS
  8. THE SWEET CHEAT GONE – THE DURITTI COLUMN
  9. TIL THE NIGHT HAS GONE – EDDIE & THE HOT RODS
  10. GOOD & GONE – FRANK TURNER
  11. TOO FAR GONE – LISA GERRARD
  12. I’M GOOD, I’M GONE – LYKKE LI
  13. GONE – M 83
  14. YOU’VE GONE WITH SO LITTLE SO LONG – MERCURY REV
  15. HOPE IS GONE – MOBY
  16. MY MAN’S GONE NOW – NINA SIMONE
  17. GONE AGAIN – OTIS REDDING
  18. MONKEY GONE TO HEAVEN – PIXIES
  19. GOING GOING GONE – RICHARD HELL & THE VOIDOIDS
  20. GHOST HAVE GONE – STEVIE NICKS
  21. SOMETHING’S GONE WRONG AGAIN – BUZZCOCKS
  22. GONE! – THE CURE
  23. DEAD AND GONE – TOY
  24. WHO’S GONE – YELLO
  25. ALREADY GONE – ALVVAYS
  26. GONE – COMSAT ANGELS

my corporeal love has gone, she now lives only as a part of me. the better part of me.

DALE ‘M’

ANGEL PLAYLIST

 

 

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ANGEL PLAYLIST

Unfucktheworld – Angel Olsen

Leave Me Alone – Angelic Upstarts

Twin Peaks Theme – Angelo Badalamenti

My Boyfriend’s Back – The Angels

Angel is Broken – Atlas Sound

Angel – Belly

The Angel & The Fool – Broken Bells

Angel Eyes – Bryan Ferry

In Our Angelhood – Cocteau Twins

Missing In Action – Comsat Angels

Pretty little Angel Eyes – Curtis Lee

Angel – Danse Society

New Angels Of promise – David Bowie

Angel – Depeche Mode

Real Life (Angel) – Elbow

Angel – Fleetwood Mac

Angel – Kirsty MacColl

Angel – Massive Attack

Be My Angel – Mazzy Star

Angel Of the Morning – The Pretenders

Angels With Dirty Faces – sham 69

Seeing Out The Angel – Simple Minds

Destroying Angel – Sneaker Pimps

Thank You For Sending me an Angel – Talking Heads

Angel Fingers – Wizzard

The Black Angel’s Death Song – Velvet Underground

MY ANGEL SITS AT MY SHOULDER.

Dale